October 2009
19 posts
“Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new.”
– Albert Einstein
Only Untill Then...
As I sit here and think.. my eyes start to water,
and my heart begins to tear and to shatter.
Because only I know my story, and only I have survived this.
But honestly, sometimes I begin to believe
my mother, my father, my brothers and my sisters.
Sometimes I begin to think about those words that hurt me so much.
And all I can do is cry. Because they haven’t believed my words.
They...
“Hahaha. Damn! I’m fucken bored!”
– Cynthia(16)
remember, somethings are better left unsaid (:
revassaitartiste:
and somethings are better left forgotten.
but if you really have to ask, wait until the time is right (:
and until then, try not to think too much about it.
“Make one person happy each day
and in forty years you will have made 14,600...”
– Charles Wiley (via infinitebutterflies) (via ryannjoy) (via quote-book)
“Someone who thinks death is the scariest thing doesn’t know a thing about life.”
– Sue Monk Kidd
“I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting...”
– Shana Ab
I will survive ABANDONMENT.
I will survive a BROKEN HEART.
I will survive LONELINESS.
“I told you everything, opened up and let you in.
You made me feel alright, for...”
– “Behind These Hazel Eyes”-Kelly Clarkson
“…It shouldn’t have to be that way. I shouldn’t have to pay my...”
– “Twinkle in Your Eye”-Akon
“You never took the time to know me. You never took the time to understand.”
– Akon
I thought I knew you loved me.
I thought I knew you truely cared.
Now I am not sure if we should be.
This is something I simply can’t bare.
I simply wonder…
But I am afraid to ask.
I am not afraid of you.
I am afraid of what I might do…
It’s hard to believe that it is the sad truth.
But there are some things I haven’t even told you…
I am afraid to...
“…and I’ll be thinking of you, being reminded by my scars…”
– Deya Marron(17)Issaquah,WA
June2008
I am stuck between two people.
I have to choose between my mom,
and the love of my life..
I would love to be her daughter.
I would love to be his wife.
I never had a mother,
and so far, this is my only true lover.
They have made so many promises,
but too many have been broken…
One or the other will make me happy,
one or the other will really hurt me…
This is a decision...
May2008
I hate to admit it, but I know that she is right. I don’t want this to be real… But lately, this is all that I feel. I can’t put up another fight. I try and I try, but in the end… All I can do is cry. They simply don’t know. How my tears always dry from my endless nights. I try to get some sleep… But the scars open up… And these wounds are far too deep....
September 2009
3 posts
Weird Is What I Felt. No. Strange.
You know….. We all wither away at some point in this Life We can’t continuously run from Problems It isn’t always our problems that we Run from But there never seems to be a perfect Time Time just doesn’t stop to let us catch our Breath Breathing is something we simple Have to do The Moment our Heart stops Our bodies begin the Process IT begin to turn Pale IT begins to turn...
