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I took out the stitches and left all the glitches.
Nobody cares. Nobody will.
Nobody knows. So why show?
They will only reject me more.
My body feels sore.
I can’t take this anymore.
I want to die, and never cry.
As I sit here and think.. my eyes start to water,
and my heart begins to tear and to shatter.
Because only I know my story, and only I have survived this.
But honestly, sometimes I begin to believe
my mother, my father, my brothers and my sisters.
Sometimes I begin to think about those words that hurt me so much.
And all I can do is cry. Because they haven’t believed my words.
They haven’t believed my pains.
As I think of the future, I know they never will.
Not untill the day I am gone.
Not untill they don’t have their youngest daughter, youngest sister.
Not untill that day will they realize the scars I have carried.
Not untill then, will they finally sit and shed a single tear.
Not untill that day will they care.
Not untill that day will they realize that I was right. That I wasn’t lying.
That I was truely hurt. But untill then, they will continue.
And they simply won’t know. Only untill then…
and somethings are better left forgotten.
but if you really have to ask, wait until the time is right (:
and until then, try not to think too much about it.
I will survive ABANDONMENT.
I will survive a BROKEN HEART.
I will survive LONELINESS.
